Too much time of mine feels wasted

you don’t like murderers do you?

It’s hard for me to realize

Cause each day you breath in more death

you don’t think that your killing yourself

you don’t think what it does to others

nothing is enjoyable anymore

the bad has gotten worse

and the immature is still immature

Its hard, i like it, it’s addicting

YOU’RE LIEING

Nothing stopping you from quiting

Everything is stopping you from continuing

Stop making death a factor

Stop making excuses

In the end what makes it good?

That little stick, or that little bowl

You’ve taught me alot by this

But the lesson is long over

It’s time to look in the mirror

it’s time to see the signs

It’s time to stop

Cause too much of my time is wasted worrying

trying to help you

You don’t like murderers  do you?

Cause each day you breath in more death.

I feel as though i’m not even here

Like i’m up above the world looking down

Sitting on top of a tall building criss-cross

Recording everything i like and dislike

I get lost in my writing & music of my choice

My laughter shakes the earth

My tears cause the rain

My smiles raise the sun

Imagine someone watching you

Asking what the wrong things are going to do to your life

Imagine some little smiling girl looking down at you

Wasting time

Emotions showing through the whole world

Nothing to do

But to watch the human beings just like you

In this life like nightmare

keeping you asleep, trapped, alone

No one to help you from your troubles

Not one person to save you from yourself

Nobody knows who you are

No friendship, love, joke, feeling can be true

What if that person were you?

 

Welcome to my life.

There’s some memories that you never forget,To all my friends in portland,to all the memories i have lost, and the ones that will always be with me, this is your photo series.